Noriko
was just on the verge of joining their Swedish guests for yet another
session in the sea when she noticed Urufu’s face a bit further up
the beach.
One
face among others lit up by the rapidly falling sun. One face a
little too far away to recognise this easily, but it was Urufu. She
knew that, and she knew why she knew.
By
now her conviction that this time she’d hold on for all that she
was worth was stronger than her friendship with Kuri.
That
the tall goddess would hurt the day Noriko finally managed to reel
Urufu in was a given. That Kuri would have a hard time forgiving as
well. Kuri being a couple with Ryu didn’t have anything to do with
it, and as Noriko gazed at the face she wanted close to hers more
than anything else in the world she finally understood why
Kuri would hurt.
Idiot.
My idiot friend, Noriko thought. Crushes and lovers in high
school might be nothing more than attributes of the spring of youth,
and most often it probably was, but Kuri and Urufu. What they had
had, and what they allowed to slip through their fingers was so much
more.
Am
I willing to take that risk? She knew the answer to that
question, and somewhere deep inside Noriko understood she’d never
have Urufu entirely to herself even if she made him hers. Would that
be enough? That she didn’t know. She only felt how much the
hole inside her would hurt if she didn’t even get whatever he could
give her, and therefore it had to be enough, and for that reason she
just had to take that risk.
With
anxiety filling her she left the sand and walked toward Urufu. He sat
facing two men, and Noriko saw she had to round the construction and
enter facing his back.
More
of a surprise that way, she thought and grinned. Grinning was
something Urufu taught her. That wide open, defenceless expression of
mirth which had captured her heart almost two years earlier.
That
time, when he saved her, his face didn’t radiate rage despite the
slap he gave her to make her run for safety. It was a grin filled
with relief and satisfaction that sent her on her way in search for
her brother while Urufu fought her battle behind her back.
Rage
and despair came later, and while those expressions had scared her it
was the memory of that first grin of his that stayed with her, and
she fell in love with him before even understanding what falling in
love was. That understanding didn’t come until he was expelled.
I
lost him twice. I’m not going to let it happen a third time.
And she had to make a move. Warning signals blared in her
whenever Rika-sempai got near Urufu. He might be in love with Kuri,
but Kuri would never do allow sanity to prevail and live out the love
of her life together with the only mad she could share it with.
Noriko knew she could trust Kuri’s insanity.
Rika-sempai,
however, was a totally different thing. She had the financial muscle
to find out what kind of beast Urufu was, and Noriko didn’t want to
take that kind of risk. The day the classic beauty understood that
Urufu didn’t act like the two year younger boy he might look like,
well that day would see Rika-sempai turn into competition.
Maybe
the love stories were usually right about younger girls having an
advantage, but there was nothing usual about Urufu.
Noriko
smirked and took the nearest path around the wooden deck where adults
sat drinking sun and beer, one of them Urufu, even though Noriko
suspected he didn’t join in on the beer.
Less
than a minute later she entered the deck.
Oh!
Nakagawa-sensei, and… it took her a few seconds to recognise
the other man. Kuri’s father? No, grandfather. It was
supposed to be a secret, but there were very few secrets between the
six of them. Can you even say that we are still the six of us?
They didn’t keep together like they did until Kuri dumped Urufu.
She
waved to her former principal, and he returned a nod Urufu didn’t
even notice, because his head didn’t move the slightest.
Then
he must have noticed, because just as she came up behind him and made
ready to cover his eyes with her hands he turned and shot her a
nonplussed look.
“Noriko?”
And
then his face split up in the wolfish grin that made her heart
tumble. For a moment every trace of the worries which had etched
themselves into his eyes vanished and he looked just like a sixteen
year old boy who had an innocent prank played on him.
Stronger,
much stronger than the crush she had on him flaring up all inside her
an intense feeling of gratitude grew in her. You changed me. You
made me feel joy again.
Long
gone, just over a year ago, but still long gone, were the cynical
Noriko she had made into her persona. Now she only needed her own
sixteen year old self. Standing in the shadow of her brother didn’t
matter now when she could shine on her own.
“So
you’re Tina’s rival?” Kuri’s grandfather said?
Tina?
Ah, yes he calls her Tina. Noriko felt a grin taking over her
face, one she suspected could compete with Urufu’s. “Yes, yes I
am.”
For
once mentioning Kuri didn’t cast a shadow over Urufu’s features.
“At least she’s trying the best she can,” he said.
“I’m
not just trying,” Noriko responded and placed a hand on his
shoulder. “After finals, during our summer break. You’d better be
ready. I’ll go all out for you.”
“I’ll
be waiting,” he said teasingly, but Noriko filled with pure joy at
those words. The Urufu she knew was never false. He migt not have
understood himself, but in those words lay the opening she had hoped
for.
“Summer
break,” she repeated, and then she surprised herself with an
audacity she never knew she had in her. “I’ll have you long for
this before autumn,” she added and hugged him.