She watched the
play from behind. They were better than she expected, the students
from 6:1.
I'd have liked
to be part of them, but then 6:1 wouldn't be 6:1.
Lights and sounds
close to perfect. Having professionals handling it helped, and Uniclo
were adamant when it came to who ran the all important lights. In the
end she caved in and let them use highly skilled technicians for the
sound as well.
I'd prefer
being in 6:1. That thought still haunted her. Due to Ryu and her
3:1 had become a popularity circus. The Watabe twins didn't help and
nor did Noriko's close to perfect test scores. But that wasn't the
real reason, was it? I want to spend more time with Ulf.
They waved once
and hugged once, but that was it for the festival thus far.
Over the radio
she heard him running the festival in a way that would have had her
consider kidnapping during her years as the billion dollar empress.
Superb organisers were hard to come by, but until now she believed
the rumoured genius to be a fairy tale.
Until now.
Listening to how critical problems dissolved and noting how lesser
critical ones climbed a self escalating ladder of importance filled
her with an almost sexual desire. She accepted that part of herself.
How watching almost inhuman competence turned her on.
“Kuri-chan!”
Christina winced
and swivelled on her chair. Crap, she saw my face! “Yes,
Hitomi-chan?” That girl was way too preceptive, and a beauty in her
own right. She had seen, and Christina was certain she recognised
what she saw.
“Missing
Urufu-kun much?”
Christina felt
her cheeks heating up. No way she could play innocent any more.
“Yeah, I do. What of it?” She was surprised how hoarse her voice
came out.
Over the radio
another terse conversation played out, and another minor disaster
vanished.
“Nothing. I
envy you,” came Hitomi-chan's frank answer. “Had you chosen
Ryu-kun I'd make him mine.”
You wouldn't,
but I can't tell you the reason why. “You like him?” Facing a
rival made it easier for her to dial down her racing emotions.
“No,”
Hitomi-chan answered and climbed into her dress for the last act.
“He'd look good by my side, that's all.”
One aspect of
Japan Christina couldn't come to terms with. When the kids here grew
beyond their years they acted like adult in ways that scared her.
“Would you really settle for a trophy that way?”
“Yes, why not?”
came the surprisingly calm answer. “But you got him first. I guess
I ought to congratulate you,” she said and climbed the stage.
She really
doesn't understand how much I love him? A trophy? It was a
sobering thought. If most who knew they were a couple saw him as her
trophy boyfriend more rivals were bound to line up after the
festival. I don't want that. He's mine! Her possessiveness
frightened her a bit. Too much like how she used up people and
discarded them during the years when she built her empire.
“No, I didn't
get him first. I just fell in love with him first,” Christina
whispered to the stage. Pangs of loneliness gripped her, and fear. Am
I losing him? Sato-sensei is our handle from today onwards, and she
wants us to break up. Lieutenant Colonel Sato. A formidable
adversary. I'll fight you all the way. If I lose him at least
allow me to make it my own fault you bitch!
More students
entered the stage around her. A few of them threw her questioning
glances.
I need to get
my act together. She rose and started handing out the remaining
props and clothes she prepared earlier.
The play would
conclude without her help from now on and she turned her attention to
the last preparations for the fashion show.
From the back
doors her models started arriving. Ryu merrily chatting with
Nao-sempai, the second beauty from the left wing clinging to them
like a stamp to an envelope and a stunningly good looking
Midori-chan. Make-up artists had worked miracles with her hair.
Everyone on the
beauty contest short list were pressed into participation, including
a shocked Kyoko and a swearing Ulf. And Yukio as well, even though he
didn't know it yet. Noriko knew of her own participation though, but
to Christina's surprise she didn't protest at all.
Even the Watabe
twins grinningly accepted together with a couple of girls from the
softball team. Those four were central for the display of sports
clothes. Ryu would wear some as well, and Ulf had the build for it,
but he moved like a gorilla whenever she forced him to wear sports
casuals, so she gave up on that idea.
Strangely enough
he walked with an aura of self confidence in those awful outdoors
clothes of his, but he only frowned when she showed him Uniclo's line
in that section.
Christina had her
own plans for him. Costumes and sports jackets. No one else, not even
Nao-sempai could compare when it came to dressing up and still behave
like someone in jeans and T-shirt.
Because those
were your jeans and T-shirts for half your life. I want to see you in
a high quality costume when you're thirty. Damn, you'll probably look
like a Greek god! And that thought had her all flustered again. I
guess... She blushed even more. I guess… That seed of a
thought both scared her and filled her with joy. I guess I want to
marry you.
Helplessly in
love. Not as a teenage girl but an adult with a good grasp of what
forever meant. I'd share my life with you. I'd age with you. I'd
love you forever.
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