When Ulf drummed
up the speed of his feet Christina had to pull his sleeve to
physically slow him down.
“Ulf, I didn't
just accidentally fall behind them.”
“I know,” he
answered, “but I feel well enough to keep up. You don't need to
show me this kind of concern.”
Crap, he
thinks I'm worried about his health!
Truth be told she was, and more than a little, but if he said he was
good then she needed to believe him. Besides it wasn't the real
reason she held him back.
Waiting for two
cars to pass them and the sound of engines to die off a bit she
walked with Ulf along a 7-Eleven that could have passed for a
Stockholm memory from two years earlier.
“Ulf,” she
said when both the sound of engines and lit store-front were behind
them. “Are you sure about the science track?”
For once she
spoke Japanese with him even though they were alone. Some concepts
didn't translate all that well into Swedish, and the Japanese system
with a one size fits all freshman high school year didn't exist in
Sweden. Hadn't existed when she attended high school the first time,
and didn't these days.
He gave her a
look of curiosity but responded in Japanese as well. “It's my main
background. I'm in IT, so computer science is kind of natural for
me.”
“You're about
as much in IT as I'm in modelling,” Christina grumbled, but she
regretted her words as soon as she had spoken them. Since a few
months she was very much into modelling again.
Ulf pulled her
closer to him and laughed silently. “Fine, I'm into management and
development processes.”
Thank you for
forgiving me when I'm an idiot!
“Ulf, can you handle it with your grades?”
There were a few
moments of silence only broken by the sounds of their feet on the
ground and the occasional car of the street.
“You know,”
Ulf began, “I think I'll have an easier time with the science track
than the liberal arts one. Less dependent on the Japanese language.”
“So you mean
your grades aren't that important?”
“They're
important and they suck!”
Christina stopped
in her tracks at the sudden vehemence in Ulf's voice.
“How come
you're so angry about your grades? They're low, but not disastrously
so. Look at mine!”
Ulf sighed.
“We'll get to those later. I think Noriko will help, and between
the three of us we'll have you above the cut-off.”
Dammit Ulf,
don't treat me like an idiot!
“You didn't answer my question.”
Ulf took a long
time to answer, and they got almost a block close to their
destination. “I guess,” he said finally, “that I hate being
dragged down because of my Japanese.”
“We both are,
and yours is a lot better than mine.”
He nodded but
still managed to look downcast. “It's just… it's just that I grew
used to being among the best when I was a high school student for
real.”
“For real. Ha.”
And what exactly do you
mean by 'the best'?
Ulf looked morose
for a moment. “Yes, you're right. Here we're real students as well.
Only makes it worse.”
“Among the best
you said?” Christina suggested, digging for some more knowledge
about his past.
“Yes. Even
though I pretty much flunked music and did poorly at sports I still
managed five flat with the system back then.”
“Five flat?”
He looked at her.
“You were, what, one year behind me? You must have used the one to
five scale.”
“Yes. Changed
sometime during the nineties. So, five flat?”
“That's my mean
from high school. Made me feel like a king.”
What he had just
said finally filtered through Christina's mind. “You graduated high
school with five point zero? What?”
“Our sister
club is in an elite school, my old school. Think I told you earlier.
We were five in our class with perfect grades.”
“Gods!”
Christina took two quick steps and stood facing him. “You're not
kidding?”
“No, I had it
easy. Chalmers was harder. It seemed everyone had grades like mine,
and most had worked a lot harder. I never really shone there, but I
didn't mind.”
“Of course you
went to Chalmers. That's so… Ulf.” She laughed and poked his
chest. “So you have a master’s degree?”
“Uhum, science
and arts.”
“Eh, that's a
strange combination.”
“Sorry, my bad.
Science from Chalmers. After the dot com crash I took up English
studies at university. Evening courses to fill my time. Got my arts
degree from there.”
Me and my big
mouth. I should have guessed.
“Two, the idiot has two degrees,” Christina said at a lack for a
decent retort.
“Don't worry.
Took ages to get the last one. I didn't finish until a couple of
years ago, so I spent, what, twelve years getting it.” Ulf laughed.
“Was just a hobby after all.”
“Yes, sounds
like my Ulf. You ran a company and got yourself an extra master’s
degree as a hobby. And you kept up that Japanese combat training of
yours.”
“Aikido, not
combat.”
“Whatever.
You've got too much brains for your own good, you know that? Probably
why you always think too much.”
If he had that
kind of learning capacity he might just make the science track just
fine. As for herself Christina held no overblown hopes about her
academic ability. She'd claw herself through the Japanese high school
system one way or another, and after that she'd be done with her
studies. She had a world to conquer.
“Ulf,” she
said after the content of their conversation became a future reality.
“I guess that means we'll never be in the same class.”
“I guess not,”
he said. “Would you prefer for me to go for the liberal arts track
instead?”
Christina threw
out her hands in horror. “No! Don't build your future on me!”
The look she got
in return was filled with equal parts respect and hurt.
Please don't.
You can't depend on me.
But she would have liked to share more time with him, and she was on
the verge of saying something stupid when she saw the entrance to
Stockholm Haven café ahead of them.
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