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Noriko all dressed up on a Sunday didn’t pass Ryu by. She never
dressed up unless required for a formal occasion, but what she wore
now, the way her hair was done, and the almost invisible make-up
turned his cute sister into the kind of almost woman who had men turn
their heads in the streets.
Who the hell
dolled you up?
Ryu
swore and turned on his heels. He’d be damned if he allowed Noriko
to play that kind of game with Urufu, or rather let Urufu have his
way with his sister.
If
he hurried he’d make it down the stairs and catch up with Noriko.
There was still some time before Kuri was to arrive for their date.
Their late date. She had an errand to take care of first she had said
over the phone.
He
took the stairs four steps at a time, almost like at school, and a
few guests stared at him from their seats on the bottom floor when he
exited the stairs. Ryu almost made it to the doors when his way
suddenly was blocked by a woman in a very expensive dress.
“I’m
sorry, but...”
“Don’t!”
Ryu
looked up and stared into Kuri’s eyes. “Ah, look, I just...”
“Don’t!”
“It’s
sis, and she looks like...”
“She
looks beautiful.”
“Kuri,
the way she looks she’s going to catch all kinds of wrong
attention. I have to stop her.”
Kuri
grabbed his arm and turned him around when he tried to pas her. “Look
kiddo, I put a lot of effort into making her that beautiful. You’re
not going to interfere with her life that way.” It wasn’t an
order, but rather a statement.
“You?”
“Yes,
me. She doesn’t know it, but there are women who’d pay hundreds
of thousands of yen for the make over I gave her, and we’re not
even talking clothes here.”
“You,
but why?”
Kuri
let go of his arm. Her grip had been surprisingly strong. Instead she
took his hand and led him back up the stairs.
Ryu
noticed the glances the two of them attracted. By now it was mostly a
matter of fact how otherworldly beauty and teenage dream prince
demanded the attention of just everyone whenever they were in the
same room, and Ryu knew it was Kuri who made him shine, not the other
way around.
She
smelled faintly of herself, just more strongly so, and Ryu guessed
she had ordered some kind of miracle perfume mix suited for her
personally, a mixture perfected over a lifetime in the fashion world.
Not
until they were both seated at the table he had abandoned just
moments earlier did he understand how masterfully Kuri had prevented
him from running after his sister. Even defusing a scene in the
building before it had a chance to be noticed by anyone.
“Why?”
he asked.
Kuri
slid slender fingers over his hand. “Noriko is one of my two best
friends. She stood by my side when I was a broken wreck and asked for
nothing in return.”
“Why?”
he repeated.
“I
still love Urufu, you know what. I believe they’re good for each
other, and if I can help two of the people who are the most important
for me, then I’ll do so. They’ve given me so much, and I’ll owe
them for years to come.”
“Why?”
Ryu said for a third time.
“Because
you have me, and for that reason alone you’ve lost any right to
stand in the way of your sister, if you ever had that right to begin
with.”
That
was both a promise and a threat, and it was enough for him to stop
asking a fourth time.
“I
don’t like it,” he murmured instead.
Kuri’s
finger took a firmer grip of his hand. “You don’t have to like
it. You also don’t have any right to make your sister less than she
can be. It’s her life, and hers alone.”
Those
were words from a different world than his, but also the words of his
parents. Both of them Japanese through and through, and still they
abhorred exactly the part of society Kuri had just aimed at. Her
life. Her choice. Her responsibility. Stay the fuck
away!
Ryu
turned his hands and grabbed Kuri’s in his. Fingers played with
fingers while he recalled the angry looks of worry his mother sent
him when he merely acted of common sense.
“That’s
no son of mine,” she once drunkenly said to his father when neither
of them thought he heard. “We revolted against this piss poor
excuse for a feudal prison, and now he wants to rebuild it!”
Ryu
never knew his mother used words like that. He knew his father
didn’t.
“Walking
down memory lane and getting a new one ripped by your mom?” Kuri
suddenly asked. “She’s my kind of girl. I like her. I wish I’d
met her when I was thirty. I’d show them both the world.”
Your
world. You weren’t in this one when you were thirty. Ryu
suddenly realised how both his parents had revolted, and how Kuri
once must have done. Funny, that makes me the old fashioned one
here.
Then
it struck him. Why his sister was hell-bent on making Urufu her own.
He’s all that I never was. Ryu met Kuri’s eyes and hoped
she never noticed how scared he was. Gods, he broke his own life
because he refused to break yours!
“What
it is Ryu?”
Ryu
listened to the voice of a woman he’d come to love beyond reason.
He thoroughly disliked how fast he’d fallen for her again. Rather
than answering her he just squeezed harder. Crap, you’ve got me
cornered good.
“So
you finally realised.” Kuri let go of his hands with one of hers.
It stretched across the table, and to his shock she caressed his
cheeks. “Good. That’s a man I could grow to love for real.”
She
never said we’d pretend being a couple. His heart jumped at her
words.
“Ryu,
the day you tie your sister up, that day I’ll start hating you,
because that’s the day you betray me. Don’t make me stop learning
to love the man you can become instead.”
So,
it was out in the open. With those words Kuri made it clear she’d
support Noriko’s revolts, both of them. Somewhere in the back of
his mind he realised his parent’s would give all their support to
Noriko as well, no matter how afraid she was they wouldn’t. Her
life, her choice, her responsibility, and damned be
anyone who tried to steal her right to become an adult of her own.
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