“What do you
think?”
Uchida turned and
faced him. Uchida. No honorifics. For Mitsuo Uchida had lost any
rights to that kind of respect eighty years ago. Eighty long years
ago when the older officer made Mitsuo believe in the war crazed
ideals of imperial Japan.
“Good enough,”
Mitsuo said.
He spent 50 years
atoning for his sins in Sweden until the day he suddenly arrived in
Japan. He spent six years reliving a very different kind of
adolescent in a very different kind of Japan, and then he found out
that Uchida hadn’t succumbed to cancer in the late 1970s.
That took a few
years to forgive. What eventually sped that process up was when
Mitsuo realised Uchida had atoned in his own way. In both worlds.
“Done
reminiscing?”
He always knew
what I thought. “Yes, for now.” Mitsuo growled silently. He
didn’t like the older man at all. “Look, you try anything funny
with the Wakayamas and I’ll have every last goon you’ve hidden in
Japan vanish within a couple of months. Are we clear?”
“Are they that
important?”
Raw emotions
flooded Mitsuo. Feelings of friendship, almost bordering on love
soared through him. There was nothing sexual about it, but just as
intense anyway. “They’re my friends. They made friends with me
even though I never deserved it in the first place. I’ll die for
them if I can stop you from hurting them.” It wasn’t even
conviction, just fact. He owed them more than his life – he owed
them coming alive again. Only once had he felt that strongly in his
life before, and that time it was a tall, silver haired girl who
turned his life upside down seventy years earlier.
Uchida stared at
him. “You’ve grown.”
A sudden
sensation of pain in his stomach delayed Mitsuo’s realisation that
he wasn’t ill. Then he burst out in all but hysterical laughter.
“Moron,” he
said after the attack ebbed out. “The hundred years old tells the
ninety years old that he’s grown.”
“You’re
ninety five.” There wasn’t even a trace of humour in the voice.
Mitsuo decided to
react accordingly. “In this world I’m forty. In this world, and
especially in this Japan I’m the one with the power to stab you
from behind. In this world I left the worst parts of the seventy
years I lived in that other world behind.”
“Talk, just
talk.”
“You’re part
of those bad parts. Two things of mine, only two, were never tainted
by evil.” Mitsuo dug up old memories and sighed. Yes, this was what
he truly believed. “My wife, and my daughter.”
Uchida’s
eyebrows rose. “And Christina?”
Mitsuo had
expected that. “She’s my granddaughter. She was never mine to
begin with.” He didn’t dare to tell the older man that she
carried memories of deeds almost as dark as his own. He hadn’t
dared to tell Ulf when he still hoped that the man turned boy would
stay by Christina’s side for a lifetime.
“About young
Wakayama?”
Somehow Uchida
must have read his mind. Thinking of Ulf made Mitsuo think of the kid
who currently played the role of Christina’s boyfriend.
“He knows, as
his sister does. He knows that their parents are involved with us,
but I suspect that my friends are still unaware of how much the kids
have understood.” Mitsuo scratched his chin. “I agree, he’s an
excellent bridge between Sweden and Japan, but I believe Ulf’s a
better one.”
“He’s an
arrival. He should pick one of the nations when he’s grown into
manhood again.”
“Because you
don’t want him to stand with a foot in each? Is that imperial army
fucking major bloody moron speaking, or did you at least learn the
basics of what it means to be a decent human being since you arrived
here?”
Uchida looked
like he was going to explode, but as he calmed down Mitsuo had to
accept that the older man probably had. Learned the basics at least.
“Elaborate!”
With a sigh
Mitsuo concurred. “This is a different world. Not just because it’s
a different world, but more importantly because this is the twenty
first century. Ulf’s young enough to be comfortable with
globalisation. He’s not one of us.” With a grimace Mitsuo tasted
the pain Ulf would experience should he choose to stay in Japan.
“Uchida, that boy will carve out a small part of this nation and
change it. Unless you want to torment him for the rest of his life,
please accept that he needs a connection with Sweden to stay sane.”
Uchida looked
thoughtful for a while. Then he shrugged. “Torment or not. I don’t
care. If he’s useful or not is the only important thing. An
honourable man knows how to fit into society.”
And with those
words Uchida proved to Mitsuo that, while he might represent the
Swedish side, Uchio’s core represented everything ugly with a Japan
of the past that Mitsuo still kept running away from.
“Ulf could
teach you about honour,” Mitsuo said with disgust filling his
stomach. “I’ll help you with building a power base for young
Wakayama, but if you try to fuck with Ulf you’d better keep the
body bags ready.”
“Are you
threatening me?”
“No, Mitsuo
said. “My threats send people to hospital. You’re still
standing.”
In the background
Hasegawa-san looked like he was going to be sick.
“Don’t
worry,” Mitsuo offered him. “In difference from your colleague
there are perfectly decent arrivals. If it’s any comfort I can tell
you that you should be deeply ashamed of what you did to your
daughter. Young Wakayama is a good man.” Mitsuo nodded at Uchida.
“I’m just trying to make this arsehole understand that Ulf is an
even better one.”
“Enough with
the pleasantries,” Uchida said, and finally some of the humour
returned to his voice. “Can we agree on cutting that Kareyoshi
idiot down to size?”
Mitsuo nodded.
Uchida might be a sorry remnant of a past best forgotten, but in this
case he was right. “It’ll take some time, and I’ll need your
help, but we have to give Himekaizen back to the arrivals.”
“Then we have
an agreement.”
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