While
her world broke down just a little more Christina surprised herself
by honestly feeling happy for Ulf. Bitter, yes, angry, yes, hurting
yes, but happy still. She hurt him so much, and whenever he was in
pain it hurt her as well.
She
stared at Noriko. No, the midget
didn’t gloat, but in Noriko’s eyes Christina saw a determined
flame. The girl was ready to take even her on
if she tried to get Ulf back.
I like you
Noriko. I like your guts. You’ll be good for him.
But
still it hurt.
“I’m
happy you found someone to love,” she said. Then the words
registered in her mind. What am I saying? I broke up with
him. How petty a human have I become?
“I’m
not. Not him. I’ll never agree to it.”
Christina
looked at Ryu in surprise. She knew how she felt about his little
sister’s crush on Ulf. She hadn’t expected him to come clean
about it though.
“Ryu?”
And why is
Yukio getting involved?
“Yes
Yukio?”
“Shut
the hell up! Good thing Noriko’s your sister and not your property.
Agreeing with it, blah!
Shithead!”
“Look,
she’s my...”
“Shut
up you moron!” Ko-chan
said all of a sudden. “Agreeing with it? Are you stupid. None of us
care if you agree with anything or not.”
“You
don’t have the right to...”
“And
neither do you, idiot bro.”
“If
you don’t break up with him immediately I’ll...”
“Tell
mom? Please do. Or dad? That would, if possible, be even more
stupid.”
“Noriko,
I’m you’re brother. You have to...”
“How
tainted did you become. How much of Red Rose is part of you?”
Christina
didn’t have to look twice at Yukio and Ko-chan
to see the open disgust in their faces. That
Noriko shared it stunned her, but what scared her the most was the
burning contempt in Ulf’s eyes.
I expected
more of you. Ryu’s disapproval
was more understandable than what the rest of them believed. “Ryu,
I’m also over fifty,” Christina said.
She
searched his eyes and received a nod of understanding.
“I
know, but that’s different.”
“Is
it? How?”
“Well,
I’m a guy and...”
“You
really don’t want to go there,” Christina said. “Especially not
with me.” She probably sounded more irritated than she was.
Japanese gender values were very different from those in Sweden, but
at least she hoped her friends understood there wasn’t a trace of
racism in Ryu’s anger.
He
backed down, just as she had expected.
“I
still don’t like it,” he said and entered the spa.
She
waited for him to make it halfway to her.
“You
don’t have to like it. I disagree with you, but no one can force
you to like it.”
Ryu
smiled at her and Christina saw exactly the wrong kind of hope in his
eyes.
“That
still doesn’t give you the right to control your sister,” she
added to shoot him down as firmly as possible. Everyone was entitled
to their opinions, but acting on them was a different thing.
“She’s
still my...”
“She’s
not your anything.” Christina glared at her boyfriend. “While
she’s a minor your parents have the right and responsibility to
make decisions for her. You, none at all.”
He
pouted. Ryu actually pouted. “You’re just taking his side as
always,” he said and glanced at Ulf.
Damn,
sometimes he’s just a kid. Christina was too angry to feel
uncomfortable around Ulf and Noriko despite what she had done just
days earlier.
“No,
I’m taking Noriko’s side.”
“Tell
us when you’re done. Listening to the two of you makes me sick,”
Yukio suddenly blurted out and stepped out of the pool.
Ko-chan
kept her silence but followed him. Christina was sure she saw her
shoulders rise in frustrated rage.
Noriko
stretched uncomfortably from where she had nestled under Urufu’s
arm as if to seek shelter from the verbal onslaught. The discomfort
however, Christina noticed, had nothing to do with being naked so
close to someone else. I anything Ulf was Noriko’s only safety
here, and that hurt in more than one way.
“Look,”
Ulf said, “we’ll let you and Ryu talk things over.” He gave
Noriko enough room to sit up properly. “I’d like some tea
anyway.”
“Ulf,
please...”
“Christina,
you did nothing wrong, but sometimes you’re dumb as a post.”
Christina
thought for a moment if she would get angry or not. Ulf verbally
insulting her was so unusual she didn’t have the luxury of an
instinctive reaction, and in the end she was glad she didn’t.
“Explain,”
she said.
Ulf
was halfway to the doors, and Noriko had already gone inside.
“They’re still kids. I see what you tried to do, but it was too
little too late.”
“Ulf?”
“Until
he apologises,” Ulf pointed his index finger at Ryu who by now sat
beside her, “they’ll never understand that you only tried to
partially cover for him.” Ulf shot a glare at Ryu. “You’re an
arse kiddo. Grow the hell up!”
Ryu
half rose. “You don’t have the right...”
“As
your friend I can only wonder if you’re a moron or not.” Ulf
suddenly grinned and shook his head. “Telling Christina and Noriko
what is right or wrong for a woman. How bloody stupid can you get?”
“This
is Japan...”
“And
I’m trying my best to get the hell out of here, but they refuse to
hand me a passport. Don’t ever try that shit on me again!”
Christina
shuddered despite steam rising from the spa. Rapidly becoming
infatuated by the boy by her side didn’t lessen the fear of Ulf
suddenly deserting her at all.
“Ryu,
he said he wanted some tea,” she said in an attempt to defuse the
situation.
“I
am. Have a nice chat.” Ulf turned and headed for the doors. Almost
there he turned once again. “Don’t forget homework. Summer’s
almost over.”
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