The shared
dinner, their first shared dinner alone had been fantastic. Not
because the food was exceptional, because compared to what they'd
grown used to the last weeks it wasn't anything special. And it
wasn't the place either. The resort outclassed it in every romantic
way possible, but this time it was something only the two of them did
together.
Despite
feeling sweaty and dirty after a long day on trains Kyoko saw herself
as a princess for the first time in her life. Maybe because that was
the image mirrored in Yukio's eyes whenever she looked at him.
“We'd better
go home now,” Yukio said. He tightened his grip on her hand.
“Funny, I've longed for being just normal for a while now, but now.
I don't know.”
She looked at
him again. Dishevelled clothes and hair that needed washing despite
the last day's hot spring bath. He had dirt under his nails, and his
shirt sported a stain from their dinner. He was the most beautiful
person she had ever seen. And you're all mine! The thought
scared her a bit. Does that make me yours?
“I know what
you mean. So let's catch a train.” No, it doesn't scare me. Not
if it is you.
On their way
to the subway she saw students from different schools returning home
from cram school. It was still summer, but the faces they met were
already preparing for autumn. So much that has happened. And it's
only been a month. But from now on we're back to our usual lives.
“Yukio?”
“Yes?”
“I haven't
told my parents about you. Do you hate me for that?” Where did
that thought come from?
He stopped and
took both her hands in his. “Why would I?”
“I don't
know. I'm sorry. It was just a stupid thought.”
He leaned
closer to her face. “Don't call yourself stupid. I can't talk with
my parents about my parents, if you know what I mean.”
She thought
she understood what he was thinking. “Uhum.”
“There are
things we don't want to talk about. Not the same things for everyone,
but I believe all of us has something we feel uncomfortable talking
about.”
Yes, she had
understood. We think alike. This isn't just me falling in love. I can
love you and be friends with you at the same time. “I want to
introduce you, but I think you'll get a cold welcome. That scares
me.”
“As long as
you prepare me for what they don't like it's fine.”
Kyoko felt
frustration rise in her. “It's so stupid. They're like really old
fashioned, and for them a divorce is because those involved were bad
people.”
“Maybe they
were,” he grinned. “It ended up in a divorce after all.”
“Yukio!
Don't joke about that! You've never said anything bad about your
parents. Just that they can't live together.”
“Yeah, sorry
my bad. I didn't mean to make you angry.”
She sighed and
let go of one hand. The other she kept in a firm grip as they started
walking again. “I'm not angry. It's just that… It's just that I
want them to like the one I like. Ah, that didn't make any sense, did
it?”
Yukio laughed
and pulled her close. “It makes a lot of sense. I often feel that
way myself.” He turned silent. “You know, when I find someone who
makes me laugh I want the entire world to laugh. When I found you I
wanted everyone to love you as well.” He blushed at his own words.
“But I wanted you to love me more than any of the others.”
Kyoko smiled.
Those words filled her with warmth and a tingling sensation of being
special. “I do.”
“Yeah,” he
whispered. “I dare to believe that now. I really love you.”
They got on a
train, slept a little shoulder to shoulder and got off at a station
where they changed to a local train that took them to their station.
From there it was half an hours walk home. It was a little heavy with
their bags, but she didn't mind.
When they
passed the mall where she had seen him the first time she
absent-mindedly noticed that Urufu's bike wasn't locked to the stand.
And it shouldn't have been. She knew that, but seeing that bike under
the café had once meant that she could find Yukio upstairs. Now he
was by her side.
“I wonder
how they're doing,” she said. “Urufu and Kuri-chan I mean.”
Yukio dropped
his bags to the ground, looked up and stretched. “I know what you
mean,” he said. “Let them out of sight and you never know what
stupid things they'll do.”
They shared a
laugh at that.
“Sometimes
Kuri-chan feels like an unruly little sister that I have to take care
of,” Kyoko said. She looked at Yukio and saw a knowing smile play
over his lips.
“Urufu, my
little brother. Yep, that's about it.”
And they
laughed again, loud enough for some people around them to frown. That
only made them laugh some more.
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