This was a
fight she had lost from the beginning. The moment she betrayed her
best friend she lost, and for Christina there was no way of undoing
it.
Ko-chan wasn't
badly hurt, but their friendship was strained to the point where
Ko-chan refused to attend school until Yukio left hospital and they
could go to school together.
It's my
fault Yukio got hurt. Knowing more of what had occurred didn't
help at all. Ulf called Yukio to warn him at the same time I
refused Ko-chan's call. Damn, there was someone stalking her in the
dark and I told her to hang up. I'm rotten!
Christina went
through he usual routine of checking that nothing dangerous had been
hidden in her her clothes, got her baggy set on and left the studio.
Outside a bodyguard her handle had forced onto her stood waiting. It
echoed eerily of her previous life, but at least it was something she
had been used to.
“Where to?”
he asked.
“Home,”
she answered and watched him pull out his bike. He looked like an
idiot with his earpiece, dark suit and grandmother bike. His entire
being shouted: 'I don't belong here and I look really funny and out
of place.'
She didn't
care in the least. If she had a bodyguard shoved down her throat he
made a lot more sense if he stood out like a clown on a funeral. At
least he was professional to understand that any normal thugs would
stay away from anyone with an overdressed bully tailing her on
pedals.
It helped that
he avoided conversations as well, but she still preferred the thought
of Ulf on his bike beside her. According to some overblown rumours he
knew how to fight as well.
Christina
plugged her headset to her ears and dialled him before she brought
her bike to speed. Behind her the bodyguard frantically tried to keep
up speed on his inadequate cycle.
“Ina!”
Her heart
jumped at his voice. It always did, and more so now when they had so
little time to see each other. Especially after her betrayal of
Ko-chan.
I'm losing
him. Can he forgive me? She coughed away the lump in her throat.
“U-kun?”
“Finished
for today?”
“Yes. I'm on
my way home.” She'd rather be on her way to Haven Café where she
knew most of their club had retreated when school closed down for the
evening. “What are you up to?”
“Just back
from a walking talking session,” he said. “Right now we're
running workshops on presentations. The kids don't even know how to
work with standard software.”
So typical of
her Ulf. Two hours of intensive mind gymnastics followed by even more
schooling. “How are they doing?” Talking about the club was safer
than the other, darker topic.
She rounded a
corner and stopped for a red-light. Behind her the bodyguard finally
caught up with her as she waited for the light to turn green.
She heard Ulf
calling out instructions to the club members over the phone.
“Learning slowly,” he said. “Christina, we need to talk.”
No! Please
call me Ina! “Yes?” She felt panic rising in her.
The light
turned green and she numbly pushed down a pedal and crossed the
street. Is he going to break up?
“It's about
Noriko. I don't want Kyoko to know.”
Huh,
Noriko? “OK, when and where?”
“It's going
to be long. Look… eh...”
Ulf, I can
hear you blushing on
the phone. What's up? “I'm still here,” she said when he
remained silent.
“Look, I've
spoken with Amaya. She says it's OK if you're fine with it.”
What on
earth are you talking about. Amaya allowed you to exactly
what? Oh. Oh! “I don't understand,” Christina said, but she
was bubbling with joy. There was only one reason for Ulf to sound
that uncomfortable.
“Eh, I won't
be able to see you and get home. It's too late.”
She wanted to
tell him to spit it out, but it was kinda cute the way he avoided the
topic. And I'm not
going to suggest a taxi. “Want to meet somewhere?” she
teased.
She could
picture him fidgeting with his phone as she made her way uphill. If
he didn't say anything she'd lead him on when she rolled downhill
after the crest.
“Is it OK…
I mean… would you agree to me...”
You're
really dense sometimes. Ulf, don't you understand I want to? “I
can't hear you. Could you say again?”
“Can I come
over to your place?”
Finally!
Her heart took a giant jump and she had to clear her throat. “This
late?” she asked, more to force a confirmation than anything else.
“Yeah,” he
said. It sounded as if he was choking, “about that. I won't be able
to go home, and… no, maybe it's better if I...”
Oh no, you
don't! “Come home to me now!” Christina shouted. When she
looked behind her the bodyguard stared at her from atop his bike.
Thank all gods I spoke Swedish!
She could hear
Ulf running, and there were muted shouts of surprise in the
background. “I have to go,” she heard him saying to someone where
he was. “I'm on my way,” he said to her in Swedish.
Real smooth
Ulf. Just start talking in Swedish to make sure no one understands
you're going to the only other Swede in school. Idiot! My precious
idiot. Christina kicked up speed. Now she only wanted to
get back to her apartment as fast as possible.
He's
staying over! I can make this work again. I can make you stay by my
side. Ulf, I love you!
With her heart
filled with joy she pushed her bike to it's limit. She'd been given
another chance at the love she valued so much it hurt her every
evening she spent restarting the only career she knew she could
master.
It was a
strange feeling loving this strongly. It was stranger still that she
managed to spend so much time apart from him, but tonight she would
have him all to herself. A chance to give their relationship a
transition and restart.
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